no words can express...
but lets try...
I have been trying to tell my story for so long but so many factors allow me to think that I should not. I think we all have those voices in us or even around us. But as my kids get older and my rent and cost of living gets higher, I continuously find new ways to adapt and practice what I believe in.
As I have stated prior I will be using this blog to tell my story and as a method to tell the true behind the scenes of the reality of my personal life and what it takes to be whatever you perceive me as.
Today, was another tough but great day. I hopped on the phone with a new friend
click the pic above to take a look!
I will be going in depth about her as a resource and new things we are cooking up...
It has been tough because my wife lost her job a few weeks ago and since then I have been trying to figure out a true career for myself and family.
I am not a gambler but I am rolling dice with my life daily. This must stop and become scaleable and I am on my way to figuring that out. I do not disdain the fact that my rent is more than most peoples mortgage or that I am late on all bills or rent, I am empowered more than ever to find what I have been working for, for so long.
A little more than a year ago, I was living away from my family, in my storefront/factory on a crack ridden street in the Tenderloin of San Francisco. A dream come true to have cheap rent and live where I work, but a nightmare is a dream and dream can be a nightmare. I will and have more stories than most but today is about today.
I look out the window that I once did not have and laugh how quick a human can assimilate and forget only to isolate and remember. A paradox always.
I could not lift my arm above my head and lost sleep because of pain but due to my wife and her loving and caring self I am able to type this and finished most of my work today. I love her as much as I love myself.
I was on the Singer 47w70 all day and excited to finish this customers project.
The girls eat too much snacks rather than fruit but they are designed that way. I gotta watch my tone more.
I want to sew jeans but busy with orders...
Maybe that's an opportunity.